I’m currently in Phuket, soaking in the vibrant energy of Thailand after about two and a half weeks here. Life here has been nothing short of wild. The nightlife is unparalleled, making Las Vegas look like a child’s playground in comparison. Anything is possible here. The views and vibes are surreal, the food is delicious, the entertainment is boundless, and the women are not just beautiful but also kind-hearted and share similar values. The rules of the world still apply here. If you are unwise and low value in the states, you will still be a bum here; but if you are of value in the states, you will only win bigger here.

Thailand has amplified a specific side of me, igniting my masculine energy to another level. It’s reminiscent of the energy I experienced during my visit to Iceland—the same energy that fueled my quest for emotional freedom. My pride, courage and determination to move forward and experience the world are unchained. This energy is what propels my journey to emotional freedom.

Yet, Thailand also exudes a serene and tranquil energy that nourishes my heart and spirit. The sanctuaries here are graceful and intricate, the natural scenery teems with life, and the beaches offer comfort and leisure. The peace here is a stark contrast to the fast-paced and detached working culture of America.

I needed Thailand. I needed its magic and energy to heal both my heart and mind. I needed to recover from the burnout and toxicity of Walmart, to mend the emotional scars from my past. And now, I am ready to continue my journey. I am prepared to live a more fulfilling and emotionally available life, whether back in D.C. or in the Philippines.

For as great as Thailand is, it has lulled me into a state of complacency where my ambition and drive take a back seat to leisure and comfort. I find myself living slothfully, unable to fulfill the standards I’ve set for my life or achieve my dreams.

I see myself as the captain of my life’s ship, navigating through treacherous seas and wars to reach my dreams. But here in Thailand, I feel inebriated. The captain is indulged by the comforts and pleasures of life, allowing his ship to drift aimlessly.

The truth about Thailand is clear. Despite its magnificence, I cannot live here during this phase of my life. I need to return to my best self, where I am the commander of my ship, steering closer to my north star. I’m committed to pushing through any obstacle or setback, building the dream I first embarked upon. To become the best version of myself, building my kingdom, and winning in every aspect of life- financially, emotionally, physically and spiritually- based on alignment to my core values and dreams. To be the hero of and actively live my story. This is the best way for me to live and embody the path unchained.

I am now closer to finding the land where I will build my next home. As of now, the path looks like this: DC > Philippines > Thailand > Seattle.